Over a month ago a snow plow
truck ran into our car.. Awesome, right?? Well, we are FINALLY getting
that fixed. Which is great but the downside is that our car is now in
Cleveland and we're forever away, in the country, without a car. So this
week we have to have people dropping us off and picking us up
everywhere. It's going to be difficult but the ward is very supportive
and we're grateful for that. It totally doesn't help that we don't live
in our area either.. But it will be awesome and we're going to see so
many miracles because we'll just be stuck in the middle of nowhere and
have to come up with things to do!
Like yesterday for instance.
It's Easter and people are with their families having a good time and
pretty much the only thing we could do was have the other sisters drop
us off in a neighborhood after church and tract until dinner. I felt
really uncomfortable about this because I would just rather not bother
people when they're having family time.. The first two doors we knocked
on were so rude. Oh, it was awful. It just confirmed to me how bad of an
idea that was. Hahah as I was about to start crying and asking Sister
Joseph if we could give up I said one of the most sincere prayers I've
ever said in my life in my heart. I simply asked Heavenly Father to
bless us with the elect. That prayer changed everything for me.. I was
excited to share our message. I knew that we would be led to people who
were searching for the gospel and we totes were! We now have 2 new
gators and like a gazillion potentials! Everybody after saying that
prayer was very kind and my heart had changed. Which goes right into my
next story..
It's been everybody's spring
break this past week so we've gotten a TON of tours. Like 3 and 4 a day
for each companionship with like 15 people in each tour. So fun. We
took a tour with these 2 young families and it was a great tour. I
really enjoyed the families and they loved seeing everything. In the
Johnson Inn we get to kind of take a break and let everybody look at our
kiosks and look around and I got talking with one of the moms. She was
so sweet and she asked how long I've been out.. It's a valid question
and people don't realize that I go home so soon but it's just a reminder
of that and I don't like it. So I told her I was going home in 3 weeks
and that it's been pretty hard to come to terms with that. She explained
that she had served a mission and she remembers being in my position
and how hard it was for her (She also served in Greece so that must have
been even harder!). She gave me advice on what I should do. But the one
that stuck with me the most was when she said that I have learned to
trust God throughout my mission. I've learned how to rely on Him.. All I
have to do is keep that going. I just have to trust that Heavenly
Father knows what's best and He will guide me to whatever I need to be
doing. Which is what I'm learning daily out here. How to rely on
Heavenly Father through things like praying and reading my scriptures
everyday.. Life will still be hard and I still don't want to go home but
I'm coming to terms with. I will also be very weird and I'm okay with
that as well. She said it will eventually die down and I'll be normal
again. Everything will work out.
Yesterday morning we were able to attend the Easter sunrise service the Comm of Christ puts on in the Kirtland Temple
every year. Ohhhh I love the Kirtland Temple! It's so beautiful and so
amazing to know that Christ has been there and stood on those puplits.
Everybody needs to experience the Kirtland Temple :]
I love you all so much! I hope you had a happy Easter!
Sister Maynard.