Hiii!!!!!
This last week.. Man. I just
don't know where to start. Partially because we are just in finding mode
right now haha. We have been trying to find less actives, new gators,
actually just ANYBODY who will listen to us. Which some of them do. We
have been meeting with a lot of the members and getting to know them
better which is so fun! I love the ward so much! So I'm not
leaving. Hahaha I might be a little hick now but it's great :D
We have been meeting with this
one family for the last few weeks and they're amazing!!! The girl was
baptized when she was a teenager and remembers the first time that she
knew the Book of Mormon was true and her husband is very open about
learning and he's praying to know if these things are true. We love them
so much! And they have the cutest little girl in the world. Oh my gosh.
Oh. So the worst thing in the
world happened. We had zone conf which was great. I love mission
conferences. BUT it was my last one :/ So the WHOLE TIME I was just
panicked and my heart was beating so fast because I had to bear my
testimony in front of our zone and President and like the whole world
pretty much. After lunch we had to switch our phone and it took a little
longer than we thought so we were late to the next half of the meeting
and we walked in during the departing missionaries testimonies so I just
sat in the back and I thought I was going to blackout I was so nervous
and I had missed my cue to go up there with everybody else. So I sat
there and all of the sisters around me were telling me to go up there
but it was so awkward and in the middle of everybody else's so I just
sat there. Hahaha it was ughhh. After everybody was through I wasn't
going to say anything so as President got up to move on everybody had to
let him know that I was leaving. Grrrrrr!!!!!! So I was really awkward
and you'd think I know how to bear my testimony by now because I've been
doing it for over a year/my whole life but I'm still so awkward. I
don't know what I said and I'm pretty sure I just rambled on about
something and how weird I felt. Hahaha I needed so rescuing at that
point. But it's done! Now, I just have to do it 100 more times before I
leave and that's like forever away so I don't know why everybody is
making me do it now. I'm just so afraid of going home! I don't know how
to be normal!!!!
Heavenly Father will help.
Sister Maynard.
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